**blows dust of the blog** *yet again*
Haha.... so its been a month....
yeah kinda looong ryte..
well was busy...(yeah ryte..)
haha.. anyway.... was just thinking of writing about something....
but by the time i signed in, read my page and clicked "new post" i have now forgotten what I wanted to update....
lets ponder what I was going to write.....
hmmm.....
**after 2minutes...*
of messing with my hair and rolling on the bed (dont picture that) I have remembered what I was going to write...
Hmm... as you all know(should know....after the numerous twitter andfacbook updates. =__+)
Im currently doing my degree in biomedical science...
I was thinking..(always do) ... is this degree the right one for me...
last friday (19-8-2011) was the one year anniversary i enrolled for my course..
**party stuff flying around** **ok not so much**
I keep on thinking.. "hmmm... I am going to end up in the lab.."..."Im not going to be paid well..." ..."im going to be bored in the lab".... "!!!!!!!!"
anyway....I entered this course a year ago because I wanted to do my MBBS.. (bachelor of medicine) and by doing my biomedical degree 1st I could do a double degree and go on to 2nd year medical studies.....
bt there are issues...
1st of all I have to get a high pointer...hmm
then... money probs...hmm
then the fact that the Msian government has put up these "medical freeze"...
While it does not affect me doing my MBBS.... it got me thinking.... if they are putting up a freeze or whatever because there are TOO many Doctors in Msia ryte... so I f I do my MBBS ill end up being placed in some corner of Msia(which I dont mind actually) without a chance of achieveing anything.... because of the number of doctors... i wouldnt be able to climb the "medical ladder" (this is not a real term)...
hmmm... I really want to become a doctor....
okay.... now another thing that worries me is...
lets say I dont do my MBBS...
I work with the biomedical science degree.....
people say there are many job opportunities.... but mostly all my lecturers are ex-MSU biomedical science degree students(after doing their varies Masters degree of course).... get what I mean?
I mean if there are so many jobs... why do many of them end up back at MSU lecturing...
something just occurred to me while writing this... actually over the years right.. they must have been many students... but not all of them are lecturers here ryte...
okay scratch that theory.... not all of them end up here after all.. just some..
oh and Im certainly NOT becoming a lecturer... I'll end up strangling the annoying students....
Hahahaaha...
anyway... people say we can do our masters and/or phd(coz if u get a high pointer u can straightway do your phd)...
but what shall I do with a masters or phd? be in the lab or lecturer.... we still end up back in square one...
I'm SO CONFUSED!!!!!!
Hmm....
I'm really considering changing my course...
and Im the kind of person that thinks changing course after may months studying it is a waste of time... but here I am considering it...
Okay... now that Im those people's shoes I understand why they want to change their study course......
hmmm.....
so how?
should I leave MSU and change my course?
or stay and just do it...hopping all will be okay??
